oh bloody hell, if you want to turn my brain to mush just take the gun and get on with it!
anything with time-travel involved can be majorly confusing, especially when it starts getting all paradox-y. but i suppose that if desmond
hadn't turned up - which he shouldn't have really, Faraday wouldn't have blasted Eloise and then she wouldn't have died however long after and he would have just carried on as normal to teach her the maze an hour later so then he didn't bother... or does that not make any sense?

reading it back it's gibberish...

but i think i know what i mean. but didn't Faraday say you can't change the future? but it was obvious he was wrong, because then he wouldn't have gotten the note in his journal, which mustn't have been there before or else he would have known everything already and Penny wouldn't have been expecting that call.
you know what? i'm going to do something simple, like play with string with my cat. this is too much of a head screw up for me
